Saturday, January 26, 2013

Is it time to graduate yet?!?

Man, oh man. It's only been 2.5 weeks of school, and I'm ready for it to be over already! I just wanted to do a quick update on how life's been. STRESSED. But getting easier :) Calculus and General Chemistry 2 are going to be my hardest and most demanding classes for sure. Overall I'm taking 17 hours and working. But, work hasn't added to the stress any....yet.

In other news, I got a new roommate! The change was initiated by myself for several reasons, however, it's been all for the good! I absolutely love my new roommate, such a sweet girl! She is also a Biology major like myself, but unlike me, she plans to go into the medical field. I'm super excited to see what the semester holds for us!

I'm not sure if I've ever mentioned I'm a gym-goer on here or not, but I am! I work out about 4 times a week, and I am currently doing a workout program called Wendler 5-3-1. So in order to start this workout program I had to get my maxes on the four major lifts (Bench, Overhead Press, Squats, and Deadlifts). Well the only thing that I'm proud of are my squats...everything else is a bit of a struggle to say the least ;) But anywho, so I maxed my squats at one rep of 125. I tried 135 and dominated like a BOSS failed epically. Weeeeell, two months later I had to do 125 again but I did 8 reps this time!! Whoop whoop! But it gets BETTER. I tried giving 135 another chance....and I got one!!!! I probably could have done maybe 1-2 more, but I decided 1 rep was enough for bragging rights! ;) This 110 lb girl has beast legs. Totally just joking. . .but I was pretty proud of that accomplishment.

Well, I think that's about it. Anyone reading this post I ask that you pray for me this semester. I've been praying that I give all of my anxiety to God, but the hard part is actually doing that. I know He can handle mine x6billion, but I just bottle it up. So, prayers would be appreciated! Please and thank you :)

God Bless!

Saturday, January 12, 2013

"Whom Shall I Fear" [God of Angel Armies] by Chris Tomlin

NEW FAVORITE SONG!!!
This song is absolutely beautiful and so powerful. It is a perfect song to worship to. I believe it can turn any worry, anxiety, fear, etc into HOPE! "The God of angel armies is always by my side" like WOW. But this is so true! Even when we go through rough times God is still there. He isn't only there during the good times. Therefore, we should praise Him in BOTH tough and easy times. And how awesome is the phrase "God of angel armies?" I personally thought that was just awesome when I first heard it. We know that angels are with God, but armies of them? And if you have an army, then there is some type of war or preparation for it...right? Well, I look at is as God's armies are fighting FOR you and the line continues to say "is always by my side." God is very protective over His creations, and again, will never leave them. It is us who tends to leave God. Anyways...I didn't plan to go into a big spill about that but just post the song and lyrics. SO HERE YOU GO! Check it out!! Please? :)


"Whom Shall I Fear" Lyrics
By: Chris Tomlin
*P.S. I highlighted my favorite parts of the song ;)
You hear me when I call
You are my morning song

Though darkness fills the night
It cannot hide the light

Whom shall I fear

You crush the enemy
Underneath my feet
You are my Sword and Shield
Though trouble lingers still

Whom shall I fear

I know Who goes before me
I know Who stands behind
The God of angel armies
Is always on my side
The One who reigns forever
He is a Friend of mine
The God of angel armies
Is always by my side

My strength is in Your name
For You alone can save
You will deliver me
Yours is the victory

I know Who goes before me
I know Who stands behind
The God of angel armies
Is always on my side
The One who reigns forever
He is a Friend of mine
The God of angel armies
Is always by my side

Whom shall I fear
Whom shall I fear

And nothing formed against me shall stand
You hold the whole world in Your hands
I’m holding onto Your promises
You are faithful
You are faithful
You are faithful

I know Who goes before me
I know Who stands behind
The God of angel armies
Is always on my side
The One who reigns forever
He is a Friend of mine
The God of angel armies
Is always by my side

I know Who goes before me
I know Who stands behind
The God of angel armies
Is always on my side
The One who reigns forever
He is a Friend of mine
The God of angel armies
Is always by my side

The God of angel armies is always by my side

Friday, January 11, 2013

R.I.P Jordan Long

On January 5, 2012, the world lost an awesome person. However, heaven gained an amazing soul! I want to dedicate this blog post to a dear friend that I went to church with for a little over a year. His name was Stephen Jordan Long, went by Jordan, and was a senior in high school. He was the type of person that was a NON-STOP jokester and was always in a great mood. He was friendly, caring, hilarious, and very creative! He loved to act, draw, read, and write. He was one of the first people I met when I joined the youth group, and I don't have a single church memory without him! I can't say enough how great his personality really was. He always had such a great joy about him. However, Jordan is sharing all that joy in heaven now! Jordan dedicated his life to the Lord on August 5, 2010! His love for God always showed :) I have two very specific memories of Jordan that I will never forget, and I want to share those here.

In 2011, my youth group and I went to Kentucky for a week to a camp called Mission Fuge. MFuge was awesome! We spent time together as a youth group, but we also met other people in community groups we were placed in by the camp. However, one memory of him takes place when we were together as a youth group :) But...I have to give some background info so bare with me. At MFuge there was a talent show that featured 5 different acts. One of those acts was a group of three people...if I remember correctly...and they were performing a drama. The only guy in the drama happened to be someone in my community group. During the drama, He portrayed Jesus being crucified on the cross. Ok, now back to Jordan. So, as I mentioned before Jordan was always a jokester and that's the only side of him that I had seen up to this point. Well that all changed really quick. While in our own youth group, Jordan brought up the guy in the drama. (I'm going to try my absolute best to remember as close to his words as possible, but it was about two years ago...) He said that when the guy was standing there with his arms extended, just how Jesus was, the shadowed that casted off of him was the most realistic version of Jesus' crucifixion that he'd ever seen. The way he described it was absolutely beautiful, and honestly, it left me speechless and confused. Confused because it wasn't typical Jordan. But at that instant, I saw a completely different side of him that I would never forget. He earned more respect from me because just by his words, I could hear the love he had in his heart for his Lord and Savior.

Memory number 2, yet another youth group trip! This time, in 2012, we went to Pigeon Forge, TN for Strength to Stand. Well while we were out and about in Gatlinburg one day, me and Jordan began talking in british accents. With him being the actor and all and me loving to talk in a british accent, we went on...and on...and on! We said we were foreign exchange students from England and we were "brotha and sista." Oh, and our "fatha" was with us too! *pics will show this later :)* It was funny because other youth members said my accent was better than Jordan's, and he was not having that! haha Well at Jordan's funeral, our "fatha" whose name is actually D said that he had seen on the news where one student from Jordan's school was interviewed. The student said that Jordan sat behind him in class and always talked in a british accent... Definitely got teary eyed after that. But tears of joy :)

Jordan's memorial service was very beautiful. I'm sure he loved it as he was looking down from heaven. There were so many school mates of his there and tons of other people also. He was truly loved by so many people. Below is a poem Jordan had written that was put to music by our old youth pastor. Jordan Long will be greatly missed, but never forgotten! We love you and will miss you Jordan :)


He is With Me
by: Jordan Long


Through You I receive my strength
Through You I can do all things
With Your love I have no complaints
From within my heart comes the song I sing
He is everything I need
I don’t have to worry
I don’t have to fear walking through death’s valley
For He is with me

Your Glory is matchless in all ways
Your name is timeless through all days
With Your love I am so blessed
Lord Your Kingdom beats down on this chest

We lift our gaze to Heaven
We lift our hands to You
We live by Your holy word
Lord It cuts just like a sword


In Loving Memory of Jordan Long <3





Friday, January 4, 2013

2012 in Review :)

Well good-bye 2012, hello 2013!! Every New Years I think to myself there is absolutely NO WAY it could already be a new year..I don't think I'm alone either! But of course, it is and before we know it, it will be 2014. Scary! So I wanted to reflect on 2012 and blog about it since I didn't have a blog until the last month in 2012. So, here it goes!
January
1. Began the last semester of my high school career!!!
2. Attended Strenth to Stand in Pigeon Forge, TN with my youth group.
February
3. For the first time in four years, my boyfriend got me flowers for Vday :)
March
4. I went to the Bahamas on a cruise with the Mighty Band from Tiger Land! aka my high school marching band :)
April
5. Senior Prom!
6. Me and Lance saw Jeremy Camp, Adam Cappa, and Francesca Battistelli!
7. Senior Play :)
May
8. Last Band Banquet!
9. GRADUATED HIGH SCHOOL!
June
10. Started working at the Splash Pad.
11. Registered for school!
July
12. Sister turned the big 30!
13. Another July 4th with friends!
August
14. Moved onto campus and...
15. Started COLLEGE!
September
16. Lance turned 22!
October
17. Mine and Lance's FOUR year anniversary <3
November
18. Went to Vida Nueva :)
19. I turned 19!
20. ^The same day I maxed my squats at 125 lbs!!
Decemeber
21. Finished first semester of college (all A's and one B!)
22. Jesus' Birthday :)
23. Started Dunkin Donuts

There may be things that I forgot about, but nonetheless it was a good year :)